And then the Walk of Hope happened – walking under the sun
for hours at a time was challenging enough as it was – and also uncovered one
of many secrets about my body – my skin loves to tan more than any other skin I
know. My theory (whatever the real scientific cause may be) is that my fat
cells feel the heat of the sun and say, “Yay, bubbly time!” - after all isn’t that
what fat does – bubbles and parties in the heat. Especially towards the end of
the Walk when we were at higher altitudes and the sun was uninhibitedly fierce
my fat cells just said, “Oooooh crispy time!” and went right ahead and sizzled
and caramelised like good quality bacon.
Initially I slathered myself with sunscreen yet my skin
would still darken but in a very pasty – grey sort of way and I definitely didn’t
enjoy the zombie effect – after all walking 20 kilometres was making me feel
more alive than I had ever felt before so why look dead. Luckily I realised
quick enough that the chemicals were the cause and equally quickly did away
with them.

Walking in support for peace and harmony, walking to
encourage an inclusive, accepting society is not as important as keeping my
skin an acceptable colour – surely there is something wrong here?
The fact that my body was covering 25 kilometres, something
everyone told me was an outrageously dangerous undertaking for me was insignificant,
and all that mattered was the colour of my skin being a few shades darker – what
“healthy” perspective does this come from?

Further when challenged, how does one get away with
justifying this as concern or care? Have you considered whether I am secure
enough to deal with such a comment or would it further shatter an already shaky
confidence?
It is a rare woman that I have met who is not uncomfortable
about something about her looks and inhibited in either the way she dresses or
the confidence she feels. For years I have tortured myself about my body and
the way it looks. The Walk of Hope was to sow the seeds of acceptance – and given
our obsession with external appearances this is an area where acceptance is
crucial. With younger and more vulnerable minds being exposed to media I
believe it is imperative that the messages sent out are about accepting each
other’s differences I believe this begins with each one of us.
Since change begins with oneself I choose to find the beauty
in every person I meet and compliment them for that – or else not bring it up
at all.
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